My sister says, "sis, you dont seem happy. you keep ranting"
thinking back, true enough, i do think im not happy. the happiness i had when i celebrated my 21st, had outings, earned money etc do not stay long. Hence, her words actually allows me to further reflect on my buddhist practice. what have I done? Lazy monster just overwhelms me. And... i dont walk what i preach.
time to change :)
Thursday 30 August 2012
Wednesday 29 August 2012
Monday 27 August 2012
Know what you want in life
Honours (FCH/Second Up)--> Work 4 years?--> Masters in Econs/Applied Econs 2-3years--> NIE 1year--> Teach
Happy Elaine
Hi world! Elaine is a happy girl :)
Celebrated my 21st birthday in advanced on the 24th Aug. And though it aint my actual birthday, this day does mark a most memorable hall mark in my life. Because... everyone has that 21 only once. Just like everyone only live once. With the key into the adulthood, and of course legal and... can go into prison already no longer Girls/Boys Home like what my sister randomly commented. she's full of nonsense la. Yup the gist is that, I have to grow up :) we have to grow up. and growing up is part and parcel of our life. Similar to meeting good encounters and bad ones. regard joy and suffering as part of our life :)
Pictures!
Celebrated my 21st birthday in advanced on the 24th Aug. And though it aint my actual birthday, this day does mark a most memorable hall mark in my life. Because... everyone has that 21 only once. Just like everyone only live once. With the key into the adulthood, and of course legal and... can go into prison already no longer Girls/Boys Home like what my sister randomly commented. she's full of nonsense la. Yup the gist is that, I have to grow up :) we have to grow up. and growing up is part and parcel of our life. Similar to meeting good encounters and bad ones. regard joy and suffering as part of our life :)
Pictures!
Buffet catering from Xin Yi Pin. Service was not bad. Food was not bad too. But a few utensils they've forgotten to bring :( like the ladle to scoop jelly cocktail.
Me and my maternal side's relatives.
My paternal side cousins :) pretty ladies right! haha
My ACT!!!! hahha And thanks to them, you guys get to see photos taken with instax cam! yes! they got me a instant camera and 5 packs of films! :) AWESOME-MEST!
AUNTIES!
Li yu!! My comrade in faith! ever since FD :) she's always so inspiring. a very nice/good and of cos capable ywd leader :) my yoga khaki!
my another comrade in faith!! engpeng!! ever since pd hahah. and we got closer during our asd time aka JC period la :) a very nice lady and demure la hHAHAH my singing/shopping khaki!
Ok. ANOTHER COMRADE IN FAITH! HAHHA vivien poh yellow!! a very hyper and enthu lady who loves to sing! my singing khaki!
And here comes... my godfather! and I feelbad myself for not performing my role as a goddaughter... I think Ive let him down... could have done much better and more fillial on this part.
Kaiyang!! The very nice guy who helped me in booking this wonderful place with ktv and pool table! Ive troubled him A LOT.
my favourite aunty of all! C'mon let me be biased even for awhile? :D
My jc classmates!! Xuena!Gladys!Ci Zhen!Soo Min! without them and my guitar peeps, Im so sure my jc life would be a boredom. hehhehe
Lastly from instax, my lovely siblings who fight, quarrel and go nonsensical with me for the past 21 years.So... lets "bond" even more in the upcoming years ahead with me okay? hahaha
B9!!!! ALWAYS SO BONDED. LOVE THEM TO BITS
ITAC!!!!!!! Definitely miss ITAC if i were to grad from SD :) its one of the place where I grew.
MY DISTRICT! Thanks for being so understanding and helpful during all our discussions and plannings. let our itaidoshin spirit flows endlessly!!
TG6! <3 Let us all be capable leaders for the years to come! always renewing our conviction :)
PEOPLE INVOLVED IN ACT!
MY YOG B1!!!!!!
Thank you everyone for the gifts and well wishes written by full sincerity. Thank you for coming down despite the inconvenience caused; the public transport, the place and the timing :/ Im very happy. And I hope you guys have enjoyed thorough too! lovelove!
xoxo,
Elaine
Shall end the post with this unglam shot of me!
while doing duty at Family Day in the Tampines West CC. too hungry la. HAHAH
Sunday 26 August 2012
thankful
im a really happy girl. i have awesome friends and lovely family and of course my forever inspiring comrades in faith. i should love myself more. for the things i have. really good fortune. and i thank Gohonzon.
Tuesday 21 August 2012
My friend posted this on Facebook, "the amount of concern you have on the person is proportional to the amount of times you secretly check his/her Facebook."
진짜??
Then die already loh
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I can't foresee marrying to any of the guys i secretly admire. Hmm... Maybe i should marry Study.
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fun day!
Just downloaded a blogger droid from the play store. Shall try it out now.
I will include photos in when i turned on my lappy. So stay tune!
And so...
Friday.
Went to zoo ultimately cos firstly i couldn't stand staying at home feeling anxious of the upcoming results thats gotta be released in lemme recall... 4 snail hours? Second, i only have this and the another full day free for zoo and bird park trip. However, it was raining pretty heavily if you remember. Despite that we went ahead. Hahha then good enough, the rain stopped. Perhaps a small drizzle while on the way there. But nothing could put down our determination to have fun with the animals in the zoo! Hahha. Mystical actually. Cos the weather forecast states its gonna be a thunderstorm in the noon. But... Nothing happened. So if we had listened to the weather forecast, i would have suffered big time out of anxiety.
There's wifi in the zoo! Then i randomly surfed on Facebook to realise results are out while i was watching the animal show. Great. Now anxiety increases tenfold. Kept nudging my sister if i should check. But no la. Didn't check it in the zoo.
After dinner, we went separate ways lol i have meeting for the o&g next day. And i asked my sister to check out the results for me at home. Hmm
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Reached the meeting place not long after. My sister texted me of my results. Hahha! Smile reappeared on my face after nearly 12hours. It was not too bad for my own expectation. Cos im actually aiming for at least 3As. However, fall short of one. Nonetheless, that was a good battle. Considering that i had to juggle with loads of commitment like TG, June project stage production, chingay etc that followed one after another. Not in order though. Whereas people who doesn't have that much commitments like me didn't score as good as they expected. Anyway, it a good thing that I've quit src. Hahha. And so... Next year. Aiming for all first class again! :D it has to be that in order to achieve my first class goal!
Saturday
O&g! Was late for it. Hahha then to sentosa for games. Im one of the games master. Got to know many new faces.
Then dinner at white dog cafe at vivocity! Food on the menu looks small sized. But but in actual fact, its damn huge! Didn't managed to take any food photos though phone was dying :/
Had fish and chips. That's pretty common right? Like if you don't know what to consume, choose fish and chips. Just like if you don't know what to consume in the market, choose chicken rice. Lol
Then. Surprise came. After i got myself knocked onto the wall at the cafe while counting money lol. Birthday cake came, birthday song was sang. Then im surprised till not knowing how to react. I was shagged then, so photos taken confirm cui.
Then crane dance starts and ends with a 1minute long fireworks. Seems like those drama surprises. Lol then... The male lead comes other proposing. Lol! Romance struck?!? Last part is excessive lol just an idea for guys who happened to browse though this post how to court ladies Hahahha!
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Sunday.
Tuition and Meetings. Hahha act has an encore! So... Hurray to everyone! Time to challenge and score victory yet again!
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Monday
Family day! Role: exhibition guide. But. I was late. Argh!! Nevertheless, i stood there welcoming and directing people. Till my legs gave way lol. Ok no la, i didn't fell down. Just felt lemon on my legs. Then toured around after my duty.
So that concludes the long weekend i had! How's yours? :)
Side note. I wish that was a fake. And i have to be firm. Must not let it affect my final year. Im competitive. Yea i still am.
I will include photos in when i turned on my lappy. So stay tune!
And so...
Friday.
Went to zoo ultimately cos firstly i couldn't stand staying at home feeling anxious of the upcoming results thats gotta be released in lemme recall... 4 snail hours? Second, i only have this and the another full day free for zoo and bird park trip. However, it was raining pretty heavily if you remember. Despite that we went ahead. Hahha then good enough, the rain stopped. Perhaps a small drizzle while on the way there. But nothing could put down our determination to have fun with the animals in the zoo! Hahha. Mystical actually. Cos the weather forecast states its gonna be a thunderstorm in the noon. But... Nothing happened. So if we had listened to the weather forecast, i would have suffered big time out of anxiety.
Tickets to zoo!!
My friends :))
my friend as well. hahahaa the chimpanzee, hmm did i get the species right? ok anyway, the monkey is clapping hands upon the zookeeper's order to "clap hands"
Sometimes, hmm many times, I feel super sad for the animals in the zoo. cos... only when they do the right things will they get the privilege like food to eat. But on the hindsight, though they are not in their habitat, at least they are being protect from even worse people/hunter out there who obviously hunt for them, not just monkeys but other animals as well. Taking say for example the most common, cats and dogs in singapore perhaps other countries, those animals are being exploited and abused by some too. so keeping them in the zoo might not be a bad thing after all. hmm
SUPER LIKE THIS! SEE NO EVIL! HAAHHA gonna be my new fb profile picture!
The well-known Mr Ah Meng, who passed away long time ago...
Personally i like this picture too. felt that Ive used the correct setting in capturing this statue of his. nice right?
The scenery behind him is beautiful too. its actually a pavilion with a good view of... do i call it lake side? and greeneries.
Me and my sister. ahahha
Penguins! Some of my jc friends say I look like penguin cos I walk like one. zzz
And so if you realised the above posted pictures of the animals are most of less related to me.
my zodiac- goat.
human- monkey evolved
walking- like a penguin
There's wifi in the zoo! Then i randomly surfed on Facebook to realise results are out while i was watching the animal show. Great. Now anxiety increases tenfold. Kept nudging my sister if i should check. But no la. Didn't check it in the zoo.
After dinner, we went separate ways lol i have meeting for the o&g next day. And i asked my sister to check out the results for me at home. Hmm
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Reached the meeting place not long after. My sister texted me of my results. Hahha! Smile reappeared on my face after nearly 12hours. It was not too bad for my own expectation. Cos im actually aiming for at least 3As. However, fall short of one. Nonetheless, that was a good battle. Considering that i had to juggle with loads of commitment like TG, June project stage production, chingay etc that followed one after another. Not in order though. Whereas people who doesn't have that much commitments like me didn't score as good as they expected. Anyway, it a good thing that I've quit src. Hahha. And so... Next year. Aiming for all first class again! :D it has to be that in order to achieve my first class goal!
Saturday
O&g! Was late for it. Hahha then to sentosa for games. Im one of the games master. Got to know many new faces.
my fellow game masters. just a portion only
guess what station is this?
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Answer: landmine game! hahhah testing out everyone's strategies mind power
me and yuan ling, my fellow same station game master! she's super skinny and tall. *hides at one corner and cry*
ALL OF US!
Then dinner at white dog cafe at vivocity! Food on the menu looks small sized. But but in actual fact, its damn huge! Didn't managed to take any food photos though phone was dying :/
Had fish and chips. That's pretty common right? Like if you don't know what to consume, choose fish and chips. Just like if you don't know what to consume in the market, choose chicken rice. Lol
Then. Surprise came. After i got myself knocked onto the wall at the cafe while counting money lol. Birthday cake came, birthday song was sang. Then im surprised till not knowing how to react. I was shagged then, so photos taken confirm cui.
we actually split into 2 groups/tables. with this picture you see over here having the most people. looks like some speed dating session lol. and i sat at the "chairman" seat. hehehhehehe
surprise!!!
tada! cui face and delicious cake! :) looking pleased. lol!
Then crane dance starts and ends with a 1minute long fireworks. Seems like those drama surprises. Lol then... The male lead comes other proposing. Lol! Romance struck?!? Last part is excessive lol just an idea for guys who happened to browse though this post how to court ladies Hahahha!
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Sunday.
Tuition and Meetings. Hahha act has an encore! So... Hurray to everyone! Time to challenge and score victory yet again!
-
Monday
Family day! Role: exhibition guide. But. I was late. Argh!! Nevertheless, i stood there welcoming and directing people. Till my legs gave way lol. Ok no la, i didn't fell down. Just felt lemon on my legs. Then toured around after my duty.
kids and mama. papa not there. cos he is working hard hard for us :')
So that concludes the long weekend i had! How's yours? :)
Side note. I wish that was a fake. And i have to be firm. Must not let it affect my final year. Im competitive. Yea i still am.
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Friday 17 August 2012
results' releasing today. and this reminds me of last year same situation. that kinda anxious feeling before the release of results. just that this year somehow i dont feel as anxious as last year. no idea why. prolly immune? but for sure, ill foresee myself getting all tighted up juat a few hours before the release. ahhhhh... anyways, the blardy bad weather prevented me and my sis from going to zoo! argh. i cant stay home today otherwise i will gave thia urge to check out the results!! rain, you better stop. aside that, its just one week to my 21st party! gosh. need to do last lap preparation. hmm kinda sounds like exams lol
pardon me for not writig an organised post. my ideas just came in from everywhere. yes shools starting soon , that spells the vomiting blood choosing for lessons ecr period. decided to take otia, msm, mm and perhaps either monetary econs or industrial econs.
then, sd june project act gonna have an encore in early sept! busy again!
and and lastly, i cant wait to fly over to korea for summer abroad next year! one fricking fun and hapz month! hagaha. cant wait!
pardon me for not writig an organised post. my ideas just came in from everywhere. yes shools starting soon , that spells the vomiting blood choosing for lessons ecr period. decided to take otia, msm, mm and perhaps either monetary econs or industrial econs.
then, sd june project act gonna have an encore in early sept! busy again!
and and lastly, i cant wait to fly over to korea for summer abroad next year! one fricking fun and hapz month! hagaha. cant wait!
Thursday 2 August 2012
what to do
어떻게... yes what to do.
firstly, im thinkinh of taking up an admin job which pays pretty good. and workig jours are cool as well. and definitely it will be cooler if i were accepted. but here comes the "what to do" part. taking the job means to commit full time in working. then... i would not be able to teach one of my tutee who pays a good rate too. thinking to rearrange the time with him.. hmm
secondly, its yet again that some of my friends whine that i do not have time for them... what the.. i just feel that its not as if im the only busy person. moreover, im JUST busy at nigt. and u are judging it based on these limited resource u have. totally unfair. how about u are not giving us time for us to meet in the daytime. just cos u are working. what logic
rah could i have lived better without friends. anyway results releasing in 15days. half a month to go. nervous ttvm. and... i still couldnt get used to typing with touchscreen. always missed out a few letters or type wrongly. ugh totallu random i know lol
on a happier note, august is hapz! i mean... its gonna be a hapz month! first, with national day celebration! second, to continur working. then, results release! how eggcited. next! 21st party! really a chore la. need to book buffet asap but some friends n relatives have yet to rsvp..... *whines "what to do" million times* and and and august baby treated with free admission to zoo n bird park! hooray!! hahhahaha
firstly, im thinkinh of taking up an admin job which pays pretty good. and workig jours are cool as well. and definitely it will be cooler if i were accepted. but here comes the "what to do" part. taking the job means to commit full time in working. then... i would not be able to teach one of my tutee who pays a good rate too. thinking to rearrange the time with him.. hmm
secondly, its yet again that some of my friends whine that i do not have time for them... what the.. i just feel that its not as if im the only busy person. moreover, im JUST busy at nigt. and u are judging it based on these limited resource u have. totally unfair. how about u are not giving us time for us to meet in the daytime. just cos u are working. what logic
rah could i have lived better without friends. anyway results releasing in 15days. half a month to go. nervous ttvm. and... i still couldnt get used to typing with touchscreen. always missed out a few letters or type wrongly. ugh totallu random i know lol
on a happier note, august is hapz! i mean... its gonna be a hapz month! first, with national day celebration! second, to continur working. then, results release! how eggcited. next! 21st party! really a chore la. need to book buffet asap but some friends n relatives have yet to rsvp..... *whines "what to do" million times* and and and august baby treated with free admission to zoo n bird park! hooray!! hahhahaha
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