random at my very best

school has started for me. barely a week of lessons though. like i said, being a final year kid is really no joke. stress' piling up for me. cos... im the type that HAS TO mug. otherwise ill feel uncomfortable :/ not that i want to... and so one of the abating stress way is to look at Korea related websites! in preparation for next year. you know i cant wait. whats even crazier is that... somehow, ive no idea how and why, i actually secretly wished that A (up to you to guess) could join me in it. DONT ASK. ah~~~ this is bad.... bad bad BAD

ps: i thought ive freaking blocked search engines for linking to my blog?&? why are there still people who surfed my site?!? eerie?

Earn money, Save money

I guess the title speaks a thousand letters. A pre 2013 reoslution: To fly over to Korea. And so that means I would have to save up lots and lots of money before I could. Coupled with the recent school fees payment, and declining of tuition lessons due to unavailability and tuition long breaks cos of upcoming post-end of year exams for many kids, I WILL BE BROKE. BROKE TILL @%!#$^!^ and so. Im thinking of an alternative income source. hmm

Next week, okay, not exactly a week later but just 2 days later! My school's resuming for me, and many uol kids. mixed feelings of getting worried, happy and bored. Probably school reopening would be good at least I dont have to waste my mornings idly. September would be a tough month. School and tuition back to back. heh well. I guess that means fulfilling life! :)

I love to come up with resolutions and also to reflect back if i did fulfill them ;P
1. Discover something new.
camera maybe? gotten my pink holga!
(Thanks to ACT Comm, Ive gotten a instax camera! Cool enough :p)

2. Get a job.
hmm... working as holidays full time tutor loh.

3. NOT get a tan.
yes, im definitely not getting a tan. But not that I dont go under the sun.

4. Visit the Art Science Museum. (HARRY POTTER EXHIBITION)
THIS HAS TO BE DONE SOON! HAS TO BE CHECKED OFF THE LIST!!
(FINE. HARRY POTTER EXHIBITION FOREVER NOT VISITED)

5. Korean Language
coming Thursday will be the third lesson. Pray that it'll be good.
(Korean Lesson had ended and Im considering to go Stage 2/Intermediate :] )

6. BAKE!
Im lazy to bake lol perhaps end June? I didnt even get myself a proper oven for baking purposes la. mehh 
(FINE. IM NOT GONNA WASTE MY TIME BAKING INEDIBLE FOOD)

7. Be 45kg.... get slim please elaine ugh
My weight forever hovers around 45.5 to 48kg. why huh? Cant it just shed that 0.5kg for just like a day? or an hour or something. JUST TO SATISFY MY 45KG DREAM?!
(IM STILL WORKING ON IT. PROLLY SIGNING UP FOR RUNNING EVENTS :} )

8. Shop!
shopped. but was NEVER ENOUGH hhahahah free flow money please.

9. Organise my 21st party proper :/ really vvvvvvvv troublesome
venue settled. buffet catering almost settled. just need to ring them up... hmm DECORATIONS IS A BIG HURDLE TO CROSS. You know Im bad in art/designing. ugh

10. Maybe youtube cover?
was never done. lol too afraid to upload my sore vocals lol maybe just one... or maybe none.
(FINE. ITS NONE.)

11. jalanjalan with friends
yea, outing with friends. same as shopping. was NEVER ENOUGH

12. JUNE PROJECT DIRECTING. burn weekends burn. burn May burn.
June's Project was a blast last saturday. Mindblown.
(JUNE PROJECT HAD AN ENCORE. AND ITS EVEN FINER.)

13. Watch. A. Truckload. of Movies and Drama.... that I don't have to analyse and all that crap. -.-
watched WGM, RM, LOVE YOU. too many dramas, too little time. lol im even stressed watching too many dramas at one go hahah

14. AND AND AND, maybe a short getaway trip to say BKK or Batam? Needing that nod from parents :/
no, no trip overseas. hmm perhaps a family trip end year to taiwan!! :D shall put this on hold and keep hoping for! lol
(IS UBIN COUNTED? HAHAH) 

You don't really get Encore in your life

Past few weeks had been fun and happening. Kicked off my September with the first week being busied bee-ed with ACT Encore. And that definitely, is a will-not-ever-forgot-good-good experience :) And Im glad I stuck and stayed on.

Will post a proper post on my feelings and bring-backs of the show and the journey soon! :) And so, 8 Sept came too quickly that I have mixed feelings of finishing and hoping it wont come too soon. But, yea everything has to come to an end, whether bad or good la.

Start of the show, attendance ain't too good prolly cos we didn't really focus on the reach-out. ok, our bad. Truthfully, I was hoping that all of the people involved not be affected by the attendance, then I thought of what Sensei said (somewhat along the line) that as long as there are people, he will go to that country to propagate. aptly fitted into this situation, I told my comrade, as long as there are people watching, no matter how many or how little it might be, they are here to bring something home. we have the responsibility to put in our best to touch every single one of them's heart.

Yes, it seems like the phrase I told to my one comrade has been heard by all the casts and all the other comrades. I guess, this is the power of daimoku. That, this encore was an even touching/sincerity filled display. seriously. I'm already holding back my tears of joy. All of us are not professionals. yet, on the faithful day, a great show was performed due to the spirit and the ichinen of everyone getting aligned after putting in vibrant daimoku. This is what I say, the itaidoshin spirit. (Many in body, one in mind)

Before I continue writing on and on without taking a look at the time... Here are 2 photos.

The hall before the show. Haze machine's on, backstage crew trying out the Earthquake Scene. And yes, that scene is the most tears-inducing segment.

tada my tag. I'm not being arrogant or what (that's what I would like to clarify to my friends who seem to think I am =.=), I'm just being proud of what I'm doing. So, respect please.

After the show, I then rushed down to Soo Min's birthday party at her home! :)

kthxbye! That's all lol