Love love love

Joining Chingay, being district Leader, taking up challenging roles aint a bad move. Like what said, defining challenges and problems, both is only separated by a thin fine line. Yes, and a little bit of being optimistic. But, optimistic people won't always look at the bright side of life when real bad thing strikes. Optimistic people, when facing problems will just "aiya, never mind one la" but i tell you, deep down in their hearts they confirm plus chop cursing like hell.

hah, so, I inspire to be a more sincere person :) And i feel that taking up challenges and polishing yourself is a concurrent effort. Not that you have to be a good person with good time management, know how to balance and juggle with work and family, with good relationship with people, before you could take up any challenging tasks. no no. If thats the case, then, you will never soon to be good in any aspects. Ask me whats the short cut to happiness? Challenges. And whats the short cut to overcoming challenges? No short cut. cos' short cut is what people in singapore are gradually doing, not all, just the minority, but there's an increasing trend. you have to be strong. you have to have someone there to guide you along to give you the sense of direction when you've missed it.

Aside these strict stuffs....

Yes, and you wonder why the hell elaine puts up this photo?!

 I totally can feel that Im secretly wanting to get married. really! hahha not the marriage that entices me, its the wedding itself in face :P its interesting! Ugh, must be the wedding shots going around in Facebook. They have super pretty wedding photos! Cant take it ughh

When things are falling apart

Hello evaryyyboorrrddiiii, im gettin slacken. Cut me some slack will you?

Alright, nothing much happened by the way. Its just the normal routine, school, chingay, meeting, family, friends. No shopping, nothing happening. Nothing happening by this sense refer to what many think it should be something out of the norm. For example, a clubber studies! Ahuh, so, studying is that happening thing! :P So, a dork like me... hmm mmm nothing much. Loving the company of my friends really :) Guess, Im starting to appreciate and cherish and daring to love them even more. Studies, seem like Im falling into the abyss of carefree where studies dont bother me. Or rather, I dont bother studying :( Not to that very jialat extent, but Im not studying as often as I ought to be, seems like it. hmm.

Maybe I shouldnt be so crazy? I still hold strong my claim of acting like a kid is perfectly fine. Dont cha think so? Choosing the right time to act like a kid, and know when to behave like an adult. Its very important. In life, oftentimes, we think what we are doing is right. But, no, sometimes we dont even have the ability to discern between the right and the wrong. I guess, the criteria of it really depends on what philosophy we are learning. For many others out there, your philosophy could be live life without regrets i.e. do what you want, perhaps not to the extent of committing crimes but say, bullying people? Or, travel around the world when you're young spending the money earned by your parents? Many things we think or do, are like double-edged sword. Has its pros and cons.

People who dont really know me, see me as a crazy stress woman. hahha, I think a lot. By "a lot" here, is definitely an understatement. So guys, do you still dare to claim you know me? No. Cos sometimes, prolly, you dont even know yourself. By the way, I really like friends who can read your mind :) really. hearts them loads.

Was on my way back home from school yesterday. When the bus leaves its bus stop lane, cutting to the side lane (usually where people smoke, and cars are parked at temporarily to drop people off or where people boarded), there's a car stopping at the side and apparently this car is blocking the bus' lane so... this bus driver used her whole life to honk at that young man. And, obviously, young man, I wouldnt say ALL, but many of them are aggressive, energetic, revitalised right? This guy, drove off unhappily pointing the fricking right hand middle finger at the driver. For a moment, I even thought/worried that this crazy young man might suddenly jerk infront of the bus causing this bus' passengers and driver to fall over. But, no, hahah thinking too much. Okay, back to the pointing middle finger. DAMN IDIOT. I HATE ROAD BLOCKS WHEN IM LATE. But luckily, I wasnt late that day. The point is, this stupid car did wrong and yet point middle finger at the female driver?! How audacity! Imagine the passengers are ALL super bosong at the young man driver, Im so sure that everyone will treat him a middle finger plus a free gift WTF back in his face. what the hell seriously. Cant stand people who act like nothing has happened or WORSE act as if they are the king when they did wrong! moronic fella. gross off.

Want to go bangkok. But... its affected by the flood. Monsoon season eh? :( maybe... May next year :) after my exams! so, right, back to TV! hahhahha

When the whole idea of slim is twisted. People of size 1 or 2 thinking that they are fat and wants to go on diet. But again, "How skinny do you want to be/achieve?" Size 0? Thats bamboo. As much as I thought having a proportionate body figure is awesome, Size 0 would be better. Sub-conciously that is. And the culprit? thanks to media. thanks to whoever that started out the Size 0 trend. Just that I thought a while ago, hmm maybe I should stop saying that Im fat. Its true that I maybe flabby at some areas but definitely not FAT. Just some untone pieces of meat. Perhaps, we should also thank friends who are constantly in a competition of getting slim. like what the hell. giving peer pressure and boosting the trend of getting skinny. Im not gonna get involved. Its childish in a way when you step back to look at this whole issue. "What? getting slim? arent your figure good enough? no? what you want? Size 0?" Then, dont the African kids look good? rubbish seriously. And, perhaps, sometimes I act like one big baddie friend by initiating this. hah. Talking bout myself yea?